November 9th, 2003



Had a dream that a serial killer was trying to kill me and some friends. It was quite vivid and disturbing. The worst part though was that I got trapped in it. I HATE it when that happens. My mom woke me up at 2 pm today, that's how bad it was. I'd hate to think how long I would've been asleep if she hadn't... *Shudder*


Saw my grandma. She's looking better, but she's still very depressed and has a long ways to go. I could tell she was happy to see me though, so it made me feel good that I was at least somewhat entertaining for a time.


My granddad invited my family, Tom, and I to thanksgiving... well, going out to eat anyway, his treat. This is HIGHLY strange. I hardly ever see him. Every once and awhile my sister and I will get a birthday or Christmas card with $10 in it, but that's about it. Hmm, maybe his second open-heart surgery opened his eyes... Maybe. I'm still kinda skeptical.


Went to Krispy Kremes for the first time ever tonight. Mmmmmmm!! I can see why there was a huge line! AND you get to see how they're made and everything! An ADD girl's dream! ... But now I hate donuts, sweets, and fat. I've decided to eat a light breakfast tomorrow and nothing else.

Played Phase 10 today AND Scrutineyes (I LOVE Scrutineyes, but no one ever plays with me cuz I always win...). I won both games... Feel kinda bad about it... I win games too much. Makes me feel all guilty and stuff.


I can't believe that after one week without seeing Tom, I miss him. *Rolls eyes at self* So unbelievably annoying! Blah. And I don't even get to see him for another 19 days! *Whine*
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Yet another dream...

Well, at least I wasn't trapped in this one...

So, Tom and I lived in the same dorms... Actually just across the hall from each other. He winds up cheating on me with some ho named... Jen? Something like that. Anyway, so I did something in revenge so that he wouldn't even talk to me... but I can't remember what it was... Which is highly annoying, because come on, that has to have been the best part of the dream!

After a time, I'm picking out clothes for some party with some theme (wow, I should really write my dreams down before I get up) and I hear Tom's voice coming through the door saying that Jen (?) was going to hurt/kill me. Right then I come across a red silk shirt in my closet. Since I don't dream in color, colors are quite significant in my dreams.

So, here's what the color red symbolizes in the dream dictionary:

Passion, anger, strength, health, vigor, sexual love, danger, charity

Not really helpful at all, I know. But I do find it interesting that not only did Tom cheat on me in a dream (which is pretty normal) but someone was going to try to kill me (also something pretty normal). Yet, I've never had them at the same time before... Weird.
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